『心』

有1種『心』叫『關心』,會讓人感受到『重視』

有1種『心』叫『耐心』,會讓人感受到『體貼』

有1種『心』叫『貼心』,會讓人感受到『幸福』

有1種『心』叫『信心』,會讓人感受到『溫暖』

有1種『心』叫『灰心』,會讓人感受到『失望』

有1種『心』叫『無心』,會讓人感受到『絕望』

《我可能不会爱你》

<3有多少人以友谊的名义，爱着一个人，认为拥有，就是失去的开始。——《我可能不会爱你》

未来

在茫茫的人海里，忙碌的人生中，去寻找着自已的人生目标，人生方向。

在寻找的过程里，总是因为世界的各种诱惑，让原来的自我消失了。

未来的我，到底会过着怎样的生活？？

大家从来就不会有永远肯定的答案。

答案是要大家一步一步地慢慢去寻找。

因为执著于答案，要让自己过得更好。

渐渐的心中自我慢慢的消失，

就为了满足未来的自已。

那样的自已，真的会快乐吗？？

我想我真的不懂。

在茫茫的人海里，忙碌的人生中，去寻找着自已的人生目标，人生方向的过程里。

要维持自我，才是人生真正的挑战。

要维持，在别人的挑拨下，别人的看不起，世界的诱惑，

心中还是有办法维持原来的自己，真的不容易。

了解自已的需要，多爱自已。

再也不需要理会别人的眼光，不需要别人的爱护。

请爱自己多一些。

不用去理会那些不会爱自已的人。

请相信自已是值得被爱的。
我确信未来是掌握在自己的手上。

<3 True and Trustworthy Angels of Peace

Relationship

I want a relationship where we talk like best friend,

play like kids,

argue like husband and wife,

 and protect each other like siblings..♥♥

It's seem like simple, but many people really can do it??

Please try to ask yourself, can you do it??

In a real relationship..

I need you.

A simple word that I just feel want to say to you now.
" I need you so much in my life"
This few day, I am wondering how long further our relation can go to.
How long we can stay as best friend.
I know I never will get the right answer.
But I just feel insecure.
I just worry that you will suddenly disappear just like my other important friend before.
You are part of my important friend.
And I really mean it.
  

Today's mistake

Today,
i guess i had say something bad which can hurt my friend.
But I did not mean to hurt you.
I am so sorry.

What i say just now, i do not mean it.
I just let the word become my habit..
But i really didn't mean to hurt you..

You are so important to me.
You have the right to angry.
But I just want to say "I am sorry"
I mean it so much..

I am not sure whether will you read this blog or not..
But I just try to tell you.
In my heart, u are part of my important friend.
I worry to lost you.
I always need you so much.

But today, i have did something bad to hurt you.
I am so sorry.

Im so SORRY..

I am so sorry..
I know that i always say something within think in  your side.
I never try to understand you but i always expect you being in my side.
I know that i am selfish, always expect that you should know me well.
since we are friend in long time ago.
But me...always just think from my side.

i know i am always did so much stupid mistake.
I know i always hurt you and broke your heart.
And i know you angry about it,
But you choose to unlimited to forgive without asking for any benefit or reason from me..

But i never satisfied about it..
And also expect more from you..

I guess it so hard to be my friend.
I never reflect back myself.
i always give the reason "that is my attitude" to hurt you..

THANK YOU for your forgive
THANK YOU to being my friend..
AND "I AM SO SORRY"

我的不安

忙，忙，忙。。

把‘忙’拆散来写就等于‘心’和‘亡’。
那就代表说“忙”的意识是心死了。

本来，真的不是很认同这样的讲法。
可是，最近的我已经感受到了。
感觉到自己好像失去自己的方向了。
这几天，感觉上，自己做的每一样东西都错的。
心理上，感觉要一直对别人说“对不起"。
可是又不知道自己到底犯了身么错。

一大堆的不安在我的心理。
让我不知道要怎样去处理。
心理的那份安全感，好像都消失了。
做什么东西，都觉得不安。

这种的不安，让我觉得很压力。
到底应该怎样做？？
那种不安的感觉才会消失。

我的方向到底在哪里？？
我到底怎么了？？

是不是我让自己想太多了？？

好想要有个对的人，抱起我，告诉我应该怎么做。
告诉我“你没做错，只是想太多”
我需要一份安全感。

我的李大仁-好朋友

我的李大仁，离开了。。

虽然认识他没有很长的时间，可是他真的帮了我很多。

他就像我的大哥哥那样得保护我。

在我被别人讨厌时，待在我什边成为我的朋友。

也常常教我很多人生大道理。

让我看清楚人生的现实。

可是他没有很老啦！！=）

谢谢他，常常老实告诉我的缺点。

虽然，有时是会让我心痛。

不过，我还是喜欢他的老实。

至少让我知道我还有进步的空间。

李大仁，谢谢你了。

希望未来的你可以一路顺风。

加油咯！！

我还会继续烦你的。。

最后，想说谢谢成为我朋友。

你是我在学校的其中个转捩点。

你是我生命中其中一个最重要的朋友。

谢谢成为我的李大仁！！！

熟女魅力条款

【熟女魅力条款】：

1、终于学会朝邪恶势力漂亮挥拳，一如我们漂亮的踩着高跟鞋。
2、只相信自己的眼光，不再被礼物收买。
3、拥有一个会为你的伤心而伤心的朋友。
4、笑，可以让你战胜敌人于自己。ジ
5、不再是别人的书签，而是一本一读再读的书。
6、让你发光的不是钻石，而是你曾经哭过的眼睛。
7、带着你的根本，不管哪里，都可以再次花开。
8、多喝水，净化生命，净化爱情，净化蒙蔽的真相。
9、勇敢的告诉自己，这不是我的。
10、再也没有人，可以规定我们头发的长度。
11、永远都有新一代的美少女战士，站在你仰望的角度。
12、至少有两本存折，一本储蓄财富，一本储蓄老朋友。
13、拥有热爱的工作，拥有心爱的家，拥有他。♥

If I Die Young..my latest favourite song

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and

Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had, just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well

I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white.... when I come into Your Kingdom

I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,

I've never known the loving of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand

there's a boy here in town says that he'll love me forever

Who would have thought forever could be severed by,

The sharp knife of a short life oh Well,

I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

what I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts,

Oh no,

I'll sell 'em for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

and maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing

funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)

The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)

Go with peace and love

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket

Save them for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well

I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

这是虚伪，还是聪明

突然，想问起一个我也想不通的问题。


想请教大家。
如果大家面对着一位自己真的很讨厌的朋友，你会怎样做？？
老实告诉他你讨厌，用着一副我很不爽你对着他。
还是明明就恨他到要命，可是在他的面前，戴着面具去对待他。
明明就不喜欢他，却摆出自己没事情，没有不喜欢他的样子去面对他。
这是虚伪，还是聪明的做法。


要用怎样的态度去面对自己讨厌的人，才是对的，正确的做法？？？
明明大家都看不顺眼大家，可是为什么就不要直接表达出来？？
都要来玩阴的。
表面有表示很认同，可是到了后面，就桶人一刀。
到处去说，其实这样做不对，那个不好，是错的做法。
这是对的做法吗???

THANK to being my friend..

Today, i heard a quota ..
say please always remember to say "THANK YOU' to your friend.
because this is no their responsible to stay beside of you while you having problem.
they have no reason to treat you good.
but if they stay with you no matter what happen, you should appreciate it so much..
it is because they care about you.
that's is the only reason they would like to stay with you.


今天，我从某些地方提到。
请记得和你身边的朋友说‘谢谢’
因为他们是没有必要对你好的人，可是他们却选择呆在你身边，无论发生什么事。
他们没有很好的理由要对你好的。
唯一的理由就是他们在乎你。


my dear frend, 


Thank you so much to being my Frend..
Thank you so much to trust me..
I really love you all so much..<3


亲爱的朋友，


谢谢你成为我的朋友。
谢谢你相信我。
我真的很爱你们。<3

Hong Kong Trip

Just realize that long time, i do not update my blog..
Totally busy this month, with all the project, assignment, and also my final exam..
but now, all done..
yeah, i got one week holiday...

So i would like to share some picture here..
In February, I had going to Hong Kong..
It was my 1st oversea trip which is going Hong Kong.

But this trip is under my IHR subject.
But i have fun with all my classmate.<3

该原谅？？

想问大家，

如果被朋友出卖了，不过也许他突然发现你的好，还是他突然需要你的帮忙，对你特别的好。

你还会原谅他吗？？

我想大家心中应该都有些刺了吧！！

关系也应该没办法变和以前一样了吧！

心中想要原谅他，可是又害怕再次得被出卖。

害怕再一次的付出，又被他狠狠甩掉吧！！

害怕让他再次走进你的人生，又很潇洒得离开，让你不知所措。

好不容易选择不再去在乎他的存在，费了很多力气去催眠自己放弃这段让他痛苦的友情。

好不容易放下一切。

好不容易接受了这个事实。

好不容易让自己收下为这段友情留下的眼泪。

好不容易让自己从痛苦走出来。

我想我不应该再傻下去了。

我不可以再让自己犯下同样的错误。

所以，请记得他给你的痛，不是他用几句甜言蜜语就可以不会来的。

犯同样的错误在同样的人身上，因为同样的人，再受同样的苦。

只能说那是自己笨。

是不被可怜的。

25歲前你應明白的25句話

1、用快樂去奔跑,用心去傾聽,用思維去發展,用努力去奮鬥,用目標去衡量,用愛去生活!
2、嫉妒是一把刀,最後不是插在別人身上,就是插進自己心裡。
3、停下休息的時候不要忘記別人還在奔跑。
4、一個輸不起的人,往往就是個贏不了的人。
5、年輕的朋友,請不要把生活當作風景畫來欣賞,也不要把生活當作沙發來坐臥。
6、對朋友的失敗。請閉上你的眼睛:但對他的劣跡,請睜開眼睛。
7、大海倘若沒有千竿深度,哪有如山浪頭。
8、雨驟,打不濕鴨子的翅膀;風狂,吹不滅螢火的燈光。
9、不生氣要爭氣!不看破要突破!不嫉妒要欣賞!不拖延要積極!
10、心態決定狀態,心胸決定格局,眼界決定境界。
11、過錯是短暫的遺憾,錯過是永遠的遺憾。
12、機會從來就不會失去,你錯過的別人會接住。
13、朋友落難的時候,主動伸手去拉一把,自己不順的時候盡量不要去麻煩朋友。這是交友之道,也是為人之道。
14、成功者總是在處境不佳時振作起來,從而改變處境;失敗者總是在處境不佳時自暴自棄,結果處境更加糟糕。
15、沉默不是簡單地指一味不說話,沉不住氣的人容易失敗,適時的沉默是一種智慧、一種技巧、一種優勢在握的心態。
16、性格本身沒有好壞之分,樂觀和悲觀對這個世界都有貢獻,前者發明了飛機,後者發明了降落傘。
17、若要優美的嘴唇,就要多講親切的話語;若要可愛的眼神,就要看到別人的好處;若要苗條的身材,就把你的食物分給飢餓的人。
18、真正的好朋友。並不是在一起有聊不完的話題。而是在一起,就算不說話,也不會覺得尷尬。
19、在思想上大手大腳,在生活上適可而止。
20、當你以為自己一無所有時,你至少還有時間,時間能撫平一切創傷,所以請不要流淚。
21、對親人最大的愛。是看好自己,別惹事。
22、木桶最短一節決定其容量:鐵鏈最弱一環決定其強度:人最大的缺點決定其是否成功。
23、人生為棋,我願為卒,行動雖慢,可誰見我都會後退一步!
24、不是生活決定何種品味,而是品味決定何種生活。
25、愛人是路,朋友是樹,人生只有一條路,一條路上多棵樹,有錢的時候莫忘路,缺錢的時候靠靠樹,幸福的時候別迷路,休息的時候澆澆樹!

2012年的第一挑战

2012年一月了。

时间过得真快。

是时候要开始想，今年的决议了。

今年的开头，还过得不错。

除了考试以外。

不过都还有贵人相助，应该还好吧。

只是压力大到快透不过气来。

IFAR 都有三个人教我了。

真的很感谢他们。

在图书馆读书。

当然，连ＩＢＬ也有和我不同科系的朋友教我。

虽然，可能都没有考得很好。

不过，你们的帮忙也帮了不少。

至少，我还有点明白了。

考试是我在２０１２年的第一个挑战。

接下来的挑战，我会认真地去面对。

P/S:想在此真心的感谢在考试期间帮我的人，也许他们也不回看到啦。

P/S: at here, i want say thank you so much for those help me in my Mid sem exam..i guess u might not saw this..=D

(HAfeez, Parthiban, Alif, Jeffrey)

thank you so much, love u all...=D

Bye 2011 !!

Last day of 2011.


2011 is big challenging year..
Got too much problem in this year , finance, friendship, study and etc...
But i guess this year i learn much from my trouble,and the way how to overcome my problem. 
At the same time, i really to say thank you for all my friend will help me grow up, always beside while i have many problem, gave me advise, help me go thought all the problem..really thank so much and i love ur guy so much, muak...=D


And today i plan say 'bye' to 2011 with smile no matter what happen..
im feel glad i learn much for this year. Im growing in this year.=)


say "Hi' to 2012
2012 will be the better year for me..
2012 is another start of my life..
wish everything will going smooth..





HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!  


to all my beloved friend...muak...
enjoy ur last day of 2011...=D
lets party..^^v 
let go look for fireworks..=D

my suck weekend

week 3 for sem 5 university life..
this week totally is suck week..
non stop assignment, project and event planning, make me so stress on this week..


and i heard some story which can make my mood become bad..


just im no understand why u hate somebody but u try to involve their friend also..
i knew u hate me.
so please come in front of me and tell me..
im open to accept everything.
but don't try involve my friend, they do not did anything to u.


and also please be mature.
if u hate me personally, so please do not disagree my working style while in teamwork.
or if u do like my working style, then do not hate me in personally.
but u hate me in both way, i think better u tell..
i don't mind u tell me the true..
do worry, i talk anything behind u.
coz i hate it, then i wouldnt do it..


seriously i do not mind u dont like me or hate me..

1st of December of 2011

Its 1st December 2011..

just 30 day to change from 2011 to 2012..

Oh my god, the time is going so fast...

This month is the last month for 2011..

I have enjoyed my college life for 1 year already. 

Which mean i still got 1 more year...

Yeah!!!

But................=D

It time to let me to think back what i done for this year.

It time to ask myself 'did achieve my target for this year'.

It time to reflect back myself.

It time to look back what the plan that i still hvnt achieve yet.

It time to let me found out how much am i grow in this year.

It time to let me look back what i have learn in this year.

It time to let me look back what the mistake that i done in this year.

This is the last month to let to finish my target that i planned in early of this year.

And get ready for my new plan and target in 2012...