A simple word that I just feel want to say to you now. " I need you so much in my life" This few day, I am wondering how long further our relation can go to. How long we can stay as best friend. I know I never will get the right answer. But I just feel insecure. I just worry that you will suddenly disappear just like my other important friend before. You are part of my important friend. And I really mean it.
Today, i guess i had say something bad which can hurt my friend. But I did not mean to hurt you. I am so sorry.
What i say just now, i do not mean it. I just let the word become my habit.. But i really didn't mean to hurt you.. You are so important to me. You have the right to angry. But I just want to say "I am sorry" I mean it so much.. I am not sure whether will you read this blog or not.. But I just try to tell you. In my heart, u are part of my important friend. I worry to lost you. I always need you so much. But today, i have did something bad to hurt you. I am so sorry.
I am so sorry.. I know that i always say something within think in your side. I never try to understand you but i always expect you being in my side. I know that i am selfish, always expect that you should know me well. since we are friend in long time ago. But me...always just think from my side. i know i am always did so much stupid mistake. I know i always hurt you and broke your heart. And i know you angry about it, But you choose to unlimited to forgive without asking for any benefit or reason from me.. But i never satisfied about it.. And also expect more from you.. I guess it so hard to be my friend. I never reflect back myself. i always give the reason "that is my attitude" to hurt you..
THANK YOU for your forgive THANK YOU to being my friend.. AND "I AM SO SORRY"
Today, i heard a quota .. say please always remember to say "THANK YOU' to your friend. because this is no their responsible to stay beside of you while you having problem. they have no reason to treat you good. but if they stay with you no matter what happen, you should appreciate it so much.. it is because they care about you. that's is the only reason they would like to stay with you.
Just realize that long time, i do not update my blog.. Totally busy this month, with all the project, assignment, and also my final exam.. but now, all done.. yeah, i got one week holiday... So i would like to share some picture here.. In February, I had going to Hong Kong.. It was my 1st oversea trip which is going Hong Kong. But this trip is under my IHR subject. But i have fun with all my classmate.<3
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