Today's mistake

Today,
i guess i had say something bad which can hurt my friend.
But I did not mean to hurt you.
I am so sorry.

What i say just now, i do not mean it.
I just let the word become my habit..
But i really didn't mean to hurt you..

You are so important to me.
You have the right to angry.
But I just want to say "I am sorry"
I mean it so much..

I am not sure whether will you read this blog or not..
But I just try to tell you.
In my heart, u are part of my important friend.
I worry to lost you.
I always need you so much.

But today, i have did something bad to hurt you.
I am so sorry.

Im so SORRY..

I am so sorry..
I know that i always say something within think in  your side.
I never try to understand you but i always expect you being in my side.
I know that i am selfish, always expect that you should know me well.
since we are friend in long time ago.
But me...always just think from my side.

i know i am always did so much stupid mistake.
I know i always hurt you and broke your heart.
And i know you angry about it,
But you choose to unlimited to forgive without asking for any benefit or reason from me..

But i never satisfied about it..
And also expect more from you..

I guess it so hard to be my friend.
I never reflect back myself.
i always give the reason "that is my attitude" to hurt you..

THANK YOU for your forgive
THANK YOU to being my friend..
AND "I AM SO SORRY"

我的不安

忙，忙，忙。。

把‘忙’拆散来写就等于‘心’和‘亡’。
那就代表说“忙”的意识是心死了。

本来，真的不是很认同这样的讲法。
可是，最近的我已经感受到了。
感觉到自己好像失去自己的方向了。
这几天，感觉上，自己做的每一样东西都错的。
心理上，感觉要一直对别人说“对不起"。
可是又不知道自己到底犯了身么错。

一大堆的不安在我的心理。
让我不知道要怎样去处理。
心理的那份安全感，好像都消失了。
做什么东西，都觉得不安。

这种的不安，让我觉得很压力。
到底应该怎样做？？
那种不安的感觉才会消失。

我的方向到底在哪里？？
我到底怎么了？？

是不是我让自己想太多了？？

好想要有个对的人，抱起我，告诉我应该怎么做。
告诉我“你没做错，只是想太多”
我需要一份安全感。

我的李大仁-好朋友

我的李大仁，离开了。。

虽然认识他没有很长的时间，可是他真的帮了我很多。

他就像我的大哥哥那样得保护我。

在我被别人讨厌时，待在我什边成为我的朋友。

也常常教我很多人生大道理。

让我看清楚人生的现实。

可是他没有很老啦！！=）

谢谢他，常常老实告诉我的缺点。

虽然，有时是会让我心痛。

不过，我还是喜欢他的老实。

至少让我知道我还有进步的空间。

李大仁，谢谢你了。

希望未来的你可以一路顺风。

加油咯！！

我还会继续烦你的。。

最后，想说谢谢成为我朋友。

你是我在学校的其中个转捩点。

你是我生命中其中一个最重要的朋友。

谢谢成为我的李大仁！！！