最近的我有空就会去研究他的星座。
想好好去了解他是怎样性格的人。
没办法每天见面，只好用这样的方法去了解他。
想要通过了解他，想知道他的心理到底在想些什么??
想要了解，我对他来说到底有多重要。
虽然我都懂，星座也不办法让我去判断他的性格和想法。
还有很多因数都可以影响他的性格和想法。
但这只是我唯一的管道去了解他。
我只是想搞懂，我对他来说，到底有没有比他的其他的朋友来得特别？？
我对他到底有多重要？？
这是我想问了很久的问题。
但我却问不上。
I am cried
Finally, I am cried.
I cried because I am not able to reject all the feeling of stress.
Too much challenge happened together at the same.
Make me lost myself.
Make feel me crazy.
And you make me cant found you.
When I need you so much.
But, I am fine now..
I cried because I am not able to reject all the feeling of stress.
Too much challenge happened together at the same.
Make me lost myself.
Make feel me crazy.
And you make me cant found you.
When I need you so much.
But, I am fine now..
After cried, i still able to stand up to fight up..
Tell by my senior.
"When you feel want cry, just cry it up. But after u cried, stand up and once again be brave to face the challenge"
So now, I am fine now.
I will keep back tear and face the challenge again..
Where are you now???
I need you so much now.
But how could i tell you?
I wish when I open my eye, you are in front of me with a smile face.
But how could this happen.
I really miss you so much.
Everyday, I wish to receive a call from you.
Even it is just a simple talk.
I just need you stay beside of me.
But i cant found you.
This week is totally is my stress week.
Too much thing happen can make me crazy.
I need a pair of ear to listen my problem.
You are always the one playing this role.
But now I am not dare to find you
Because I worry that i had disturb your life.
What can I do now is just waiting for you call to ask me out
But how could i tell you?
I wish when I open my eye, you are in front of me with a smile face.
But how could this happen.
I really miss you so much.
Everyday, I wish to receive a call from you.
Even it is just a simple talk.
I just need you stay beside of me.
But i cant found you.
This week is totally is my stress week.
Too much thing happen can make me crazy.
I need a pair of ear to listen my problem.
You are always the one playing this role.
But now I am not dare to find you
Because I worry that i had disturb your life.
What can I do now is just waiting for you call to ask me out
My 22st Birthday
Yesterday, is my 22st year old birthday.
There are nothing special celebration.
I am staying my house resting for a whole day.
No surprise party, No birthday cake.
But Im enjoy it so much.
Received unlimited wishes no matter by text, FB message or posting in my FB wall.
Seriously, I appreciated so much.
I really meant it..
After birthday, which mean I already grower.
I need to be stronger to face my challenge in my life.
I cant cry easily no matter in how bad situation.
I need to learn how to face all my problem by open heart and alone.
Without any helper.
And learn to face my problem by smiling face..
There are nothing special celebration.
I am staying my house resting for a whole day.
No surprise party, No birthday cake.
But Im enjoy it so much.
Received unlimited wishes no matter by text, FB message or posting in my FB wall.
Seriously, I appreciated so much.
I really meant it..
After birthday, which mean I already grower.
I need to be stronger to face my challenge in my life.
I cant cry easily no matter in how bad situation.
I need to learn how to face all my problem by open heart and alone.
Without any helper.
And learn to face my problem by smiling face..
I am wrong
After yesterday's talk, I just only realize that I am wrong.
I had did something hurt my best friend.
I should ask in early stage.
Then, today my friend will not get hurt and feeling stress.
What can I do to fix back the situation??
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